Time seems to have no meaning at the moment. At least for me that seems to be reality. I wish I could understand how time passes. When I wake up I have to go through a serious of events and passings to let me know what day it is. When "Stay at Home" rules take event time seems to no longer have any meaning.
That said, what have I been doing? PUZZLES!!!! I had to clean off my kitchen table and make room for puzzles. This is my second once and it shows different places around the DC area. The unique thing about this puzzle is that on the back of each piece is a fact about the area. Easy but fun!
What else have I been doing? I can not lie, The last week has been a challenge. I am feeling very alone. I know there are people out there who care for me, and I care for and love them, BUT I have no real contact with them.. I want a hug! I need a touch! Physically I am alone, and I am shrinking into a nothingness because of it. For those of you who have even one other person in your space give thanks for that person. You have a contact with humanity other than that of virtual reality. My mind can only play so many games to think that it has contact with others.
So I am going on to put together another puzzle and plan more sewing projects. When will this end? Or will this be the prison I will find myself in the rest of my life?
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